Hole

What am I really feeling right now?
Everything feels fake, thank you for asking.
Am I doing this for myself?
Am I doing this just to satisfy others?

Truth is, I am in a hole.
Stuck.
Relentlessly waiting.
Screaming into the oblivion.
Hoping someday, someone might hear me.

They sent me a rope, not for me to grip.
I wrapped it so tightly,
gasping for air.
Yet, I was saved,